I'm really hoping that today is not an indicator of the year ahead! They say that New Years is an indication of what's to come. So surround yourself with people you love and celebrate and reflect on the year past. Well lets just say that I was sure to do the former and celebrated the fact that the year past was finally effing OVER! Obviously the middle of June is not New Years but for me it sort of is! I am about to spend a year 'on my own' going 'walkabout' in Australia and so far lets just say this had better be worth the wait!
I'm not sure why I am suprised that things are going this way so far. It has sort of been in the cards! At my last reading my tarot cards(insert judgement and bff's skeptical scoff here) revealed in every shuffle etc. the 'hanged man' this being the card that basically means waiting and lack of patience. It's quite fitting I must say that this came up for me as I'm possibly one of the most impatient people with some things one may ever meet! Let's just say that the cards today ALL come up the hanged man!
I started to plan this trip in mid April, which is shocking in the grand scheme of things as I only took two months to get this 'planned' and executed. (If you don't know me I'm a super planner and this isn't exactly characteristic behaviour of mine) I assumed that it would fly by once embarked upon but I was wrong. Every work day dragged on mindless and painful! After being understimulated for months I had hit an all time low by working afternoon shifts at a ghost town front desk full time. Today couldn't have come fast enough. It eventually did and I gotta say I feel like just because I'm in a different location, doesn't mean that the game has changed.!
Right now I am sitting in LAX, in front of a computer being severely understimulated! This is the ultimate waiting game! What little patience I have left is starting to fade and I am concerned for my sanity! In fact I'm not even going to finish this entry! Here posted! S
